A Final Decision

Tonight on the 22nd May, I’ve cleared some clutters. It’s a decision, which was meant to be made long time ago. Anyway, it’s now decided. Clutters are cleared, however some priceless old memories remain permanent. I wonder how the decision was made so easily by others. It took me long enough to decide. I’ve been dragging and thinking positive enough to bring things to the next level. I guess I’m finally exhausted and tired of continuous guesses.

I’m currently working on the brighter path, less clutters, and efficient routes. I shall keep my promise and wait for the time to come. It will be the brightest stars in the sky when our dreams come true, when we’ve finally achieve our ultimate goals that we have now. From that moment, we shall proceed to settle down on lifelong commitment process as planned immediately. Though it’s just a matter of time, don’t make me wait too long. My hair, my teeth and my bones can’t.

I’m just as lonely after all…

P/s. If you can’t catch me when I fall, don’t see me fall.
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Just A Scribble On A Rainy Night

It is a nice rainy night now on the 21st of February, I’ve just came back from a great outing in Pavilion with a dear friend of mine to celebrate my coming birthday. I was awaken by a text message from LiewCf, another great friend to update me on my email accounts for AskProCupid.com this morning, which I am so thankful for because I would be so terribly late for my outing if I don’t get up at that time. :D

I went to check out some handbags in Pavilion before having our lunch. Guess what! I think I’m going to get some of those nice collections from Carlo Rino and Sembonia pretty soon. My GUESS bag has some problems with the zip and I have to fix it soon one of these weekends. Handbags are very much important to me lately. Now that my family has celebrated Mom and Dad’s birthday, my brother’s birthday, Mother’s Day and Father’s Day will be here soon too. I’ve gotten them new watches for Chinese New Year and now I’m thinking of new handbag for Mom, new wallet for Dad, and new phone for my brother. Sigh... I guess I’m pretty taking care of their needs huh… LOL. Guess I’ve got to work harder to earn more so that I can buy the whole Pavilion! LOL.

I’ve been to Emperor Q twice with friends. It is a great place to dine indeed. The interior design is cool and unique. It is a great place to have a casual Chinese cuisine with family and friends. 2 thumbs up to Victor and all the staffs for the excellent food and friendly services! So folks, if any of you want to have a recommendation for a simple and casual Chinese cuisine restaurant, Emperor Q is the definite answer to satisfy you!

All right people, I’m signing off here. Have fun and drop me a line soon yea
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Time Flies...

Oh my god! It's already January 2009! That's so freaking fast! I can still remember how I rushed from one shop to another, hunting for CDs for Chinese New Year songs, and my friend just sent me a message, requesting for CNY songs on my blog here. @_@

This year is not going to be the same anymore. I have to finish my tasks, and aim for something new. I want a real improvement in everything- Studies, Relationship, Financial status and myself. From zero to hero :)

Let's see what I can do about it- maybe I should have lesser normal outings, more time for my studies and privacy, etc. Or maybe more time for certain 'VIP people' to hang out with *winks*

I have been browsing on food recipes lately. Printed over 20 recipes to try on. I'm going to start with English Summer Soup at 9am later.

My business partner nudged me on MSN earlier, asking if I could replace him on the coming 17th January for this Dinner and Dance Celebration. I think of going but there are other factors to consider: $$$$- New evening dress, entry fee, makeup and hairdo, accessories etc. I've just spent so much on my coming semester fees, not to mention clothes for Chinese New Year. @_@

Well, I shall see if I've got any friends to going with me then. Else, I'm gonna skip that :(
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Phew, finally...

Oh yes!! He's got a blog now! Yay!! Yes, I am talking about Patrick's blog!!! He has a blog now! His very own blog. I have been doing it all night long and it's now 8.40am. But I know it's worth my effort. It is a nice one, peeps.

Check it out at (http://justbesimpleandhumble.blogspot.com/)

I am still trying to figure out on how to shrink my header. Don't you peeps think that it's way too big? Well, many have told me that yea but I still need to figure the solution...

Please help me~
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Sleepless Nights

I have sleepless nights lately. I have been waking up in a real headache, worries, and tasks to completion these days, not to mention a couple of bad dreams that I had few hours ago. I guess I have been ruining my own life now. Studies and life have gone haywire, while I am chasing for a steady cash flow. It is perfectly a wrong action, and I have no idea of turning the clock back. I wish I could mend things and juggle them all. I do not know what to with it now. Things are bothering me, and I just can’t handle them. It’s really haunting me. The amount of workloads, amount of goals to achieve, and the amount of expectations are scaring me lots. I dare not face anyone at the moment, and I just want to redo, reorganize, and give my best to make things happen. I am really bad at time management, and I have no choice but to admit it. All the problems occurred because of my failure in time management and my self-discipline. I do hope that my loved ones will support me to get through all these, but I dare not tell them what’s happening. I guess am old enough to take things to responsibility, and to handle them all by myself.
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I am not happy today. I am down. I am shutting down completely. I have mixed feelings right now, at this moment. I have no idea what to do at this moment. All my loved ones are not with me. I need you!

I did not get sleep yesterday after typing my previous post. I thought of taking an hour nap at 6am and then get myself ready to college, but then I just can’t sleep. I was thinking of going to college a little earlier and there I go, ate my breakfast downstairs and headed to classes. As I walked, I tripped on my own sport shoe and almost fell. My shoe has worn out! I am already used to wearing it to the gym and classes; didn’t even bother to change. I guess I’ve got to save up to buy a new pair soon. Plans can’t be executed as the condition of my shoe doesn’t allow me to walk any further and so I got to go back to hostel earlier.

My dear boy called up earlier, inquired about a freelance work for his best friend. I was not in the mood to answer to any questions at that moment, and I did not know how to reply to him as I have lots on my mind. I am so tight with my studies, business, and also articles. It is not easy to write articles, mind you! You’ve got to be careful with your ideas and words as well as equipped with enough information and experience. It is not a mere scribble on a diary. Your ideas and perceptions will be viewed on the World Wide Web. You are responsible for what you have written. Writing sounds easy to some out there, but to be frank, nothing comes easy. Everything comes with its own responsibility. When you can’t speak to those out there, you write to convey the message. That shows how powerful the written ideas are. Besides that, I can’t afford to hire him yet as I am also looking towards earning more money for my plans in the near future. What I can do most is just to recommend him to people, if only they need another one to write. I hope that he will be able to understand my situation now.

I have also made a wrong decision by agreeing to share my blog. I do realize that it is a matter of professionalism in owning a blog. I have opened this blog initially to write on my life, thoughts and perceptions in life; it’s all about me. Sharing a blog is not a fair option to other writers as they will be publishing their posts in my personalized URL. In fact, they can open up their own blog and scribble all they want in their very own URL instead of mine. It’s my own online diary and I think readers who have been visiting this blog of mine will be surprised if there are clashes ideas in life etc. It’s still best to have an individual blog instead of a joined one, unless I am thinking of publishing it like a magazine where I can have different authors. That is why, I am really sorry for making the wrong decision by agreeing to that deal. Anyhow, I will compensate by assisting to you in your new blog, sweetie.

I am having headaches lately. There are few appointments to be rescheduled, many articles to write, lots of commitments on my mind and uncountable problems to be solved. I am tired. I am just so dead. I can’t afford to mess with anything now. I need someone to understand me, comfort me, motivate me, as well as counsel me which I don’t mind at all. I need some fun out there. Someone come to get me out of all these and bring me out to have some fun!!!

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Hello??

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*knock knock*

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All went missing??

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Seems like I’ve got to go through all these on my own… *sobs*

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